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After about six or seven moths of anxiously awaiting exam results, paperwork and the "ok" to go trap my first bird for falconry, my permit came in the mail on August 30, 2012 when I was 13 years old. Literally the next day, we went out trapping South of us, near the Country. At 10:16am, September 1, 2012, I brought hom a lovely little tercel passage red-tail that I named Kona. I loved Kona with all my heart, and he wa what I woke up for every day, and I got him free-flying within three weeks of trapping. I was living the dream, on cloud nine with Kona, but then something happened that dragged me into the ground: Kona got aspergillus, a disease that chokes them out within 2 or 5 days. I was crushed that we couldn't treat it before he died in my arms on October 4, 2012. Such a short time with such a young life made me depressed, and it might not seem like a big deal to lose a bird, but it was my whole world. We went trapping after that because my sponsor told me I needed to continue, even with this loss, but we didn't find anything for two weeks. Then, along came Harley, my female red-tail that's twice the size of Kona. I trapped her on October 14, and brought her home to train. She didn't lok the same, or feel the same, but I knew I would love her all the same. She was feisty and a fighter and she was stubborn and loved to attack the food. This would be a perfect hawk. Then, (God sure is giving me luck at this point...)Harley strainns her legs from continous bating off a perch designed for Kona. 3 moths go by until she stands again, while I'm drowning in a panic disorder because I'm so freaking scared of losing another one. But she is here with me today, and is getting stronger every minute. I thought I'd let people know about my panic disorder, it causes me to have htese things called panic attacks, where your heart starts pounding and the walls look like they're moving out towards a point like tunnel vision. I've never blacked out before but they are getting worse.
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Hi guys, sorry for the inactivity, I've been really busy and thinking pretty dang hard lately. Harley is doing ok, she hasn't seemed to injure herself again yet and I'm hoping that the future will not hold any more injuries for the poor thing...She's a great bird, she's a little more mellowed out but still really crazy when she wants to be, and she doesn't skip me anymore. (Flies above my head when I whistel for her and not on my glove)  I've been trying to swerve around having to release her but I just don't have anything that would be good for the both of us, and better a good life for Harley than for me. I've tried coming up with no-restraint training methods but it would involve lowering Harley's weight down and opening the door and hoping that she'll come back since the mews and me feeding her is all she knows right now, but that could result in A.) Harley getting sick, B.) A lost bird, C.) Death, since there's nothing to eat around here if she gets loose. I've thought of rehab centers but it would be the same as me keeping her, and she is not fit for even educational purposes or being restrained at all. The best bet is release, but she could get hurt out there, too. She could latch onto a rabbit and all those twists and turns it makes could do her legs in for good...I just do not know anymore, it's a hard one. I thought about letting her go around here, but then again the food shortage and I would always look up in the sky hoping that she'd be there flying back down to me even though I knew it would never happen. If she wasn't hurt or had these problems, I wouldn't feel so bad letting her go, it would be like any other falconer's release. I feel selfish keeping her but I feel irresponsible releasing her.

Also, my bearded dragon Tank is really old and he's not doing so good lately. He was really constipated and couldn't pass his waste and now he just lays there and looks like he's ready to go to the other side...he did live a long time, though and I'm trying everything to make him better (feeding coconut oil or olive oil and bathing in warm water with baby food)

If any of you have an idea of what I should do, please help me out, I'm having a really hard time with it.
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*Shortwinger Apr 22, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
I drew Kona for you: [link] :hug:
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*Shortwinger Apr 17, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
I've been meaning to send you this for a while so you'll feel happier xD
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~NIGHTFURY18 Apr 17, 2013  Student Traditional Artist
Thank you so much :) I'm so glad you're here to help me sometimes you're awesome :)
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*Shortwinger Apr 17, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Only sometimes? cx And your welcome, any time you need a pick me up I'm here to help. :tighthug: (Or say something stupid. cx)
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~NIGHTFURY18 Apr 17, 2013  Student Traditional Artist
Well, ALL the time then xD THanks!
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